So we had this wonderful pastor "Boris Shiva" For as long as i can remember. He is my uncle and i trust him with my life. I turned to him when anything has gone wrong or when there was no one else to go to. He helped me so much. When i found out that the church was replacing him i got so sad. I thought maybe it was gossip and he wouldnt leave his place in this church. Then things got serious and there was a vote and he was gone. I was mad at the church i couldnt even step foot into it knowing that we had such a great leader and they just tossed him out. He wasn't just great because he was my uncle, the way he spoke it was understandable and it was wonderful. When he left our church as a our pastor, a part of me left too. This church isnt the same without him. He was the best leader. I will never replace him in my heart. So in his place 'sub pastor' we got this new guy. He does everything his way and mostly not even by the bible. He is trying to change this normal baptist church into a strict baptist church. When he prays i feel like he has left out most of the world. That he only prays for his people. He is against americans. He doesnt let us sing or talk or preach in american.I honestly as my opinion i think that is wrong. In my heart i know its wrong to not forgive and move on and accept him. But i dont think i can ever do that. So i have been thinking that now its my turn to move on onto a different church. I am going now start going to American church.
Why is that when someone is trying to do the best for us they ignore it? Will ever change, before God comes?
(sometimes when i pray i cry thinking about how great it was with Dada Bora)
I also heard that he is happy right now, spending time with his family. No worries that ppl are pointing fingers at him. That he can travel around the world preaching is wonderful words.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
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