Will He Ever Know?

I think about him night and day, day and night, anytime i see him i get butterflies in my stomach. That young feeling. Anytime we talk or laugh i feel sparks between us. We hang out. We go places together, he treats me like i am special to him. He told me that he can never imagine losing me. Is he the one for me? Or am i blinded again? We tell each other how much we like each other. What if i feel more than "like" between us, what if i do love him. In Jan will be 1 Year for us since we known each other, at first we were just friends, since my husband wasnt able to be there he was (he told me everything would be alright and that my husband was lucky), then once my marriage failed he was still holding on to me. I feel so happy when i hear from him. Will I ever get the chance to tell him how my heart truly feels for him or will the truth die with me?